It's been a while.

BANANA SPLIT

THIS IS BANANAAAAAAAAAAAA
Bananas love Melees.
But Bananas are better than Melees.
LOL, JK.

I met Mely in a friend's house two years ago, a day that her brother took her with him to hangout with our friends. She wore a Goofy hat that day. She rocks. I don't remember what else happened that day, LOL, but I remember I liked her and I had this weird feeling we would be great friends. Yeah, that's when you say AWWWWW. After so much time we've been through really funny and EPIC things together. We have had so much fun in parties, we have tanned together (usually sun burn for me, yay! -_-), we have had epic sleepovers at my place and her place, we made our own "suicidal club" with Natz, we became the BBMFF (best Banana-Melee friends forever... yes, we are better than you), and I even got her to meet a guy I knew she would like (sorry about that. hahaha). In conclusion, I LOVE MELEEEEEEE, SHE'S THE BEST FRIEND EVERRRRRR, kbai. :D

Sad But True.

You know that feeling you get... when you realize that everything is a lie? Yes, that feeling. Do you understand what it is to be filled with it? To be able to say that you are going through hell? To say your life is basically a fictional story made up to make you believe it, just so another person can suck out the goodness for their ego?

Oh my gosh.

I'm okay... It just hurts when I breathe.

Im tired of all of this.

ORLY?

Oh. A lot of shit has gone this past couple of weeks, so... Yeah, kinda hard to break it down to a nutshell. But I'll try. I just got out of school, did well, exams were a bitch but they're finally over. Friends are kinda cool right now, hanging out with them a lot and stuff... Mom, dad & brother are really focusing on his departure to the city he will move to, to go to college. I'm going to miss him like hell, but it is something we have to go through.

His graduation ceremony and ball was the 11th of June, 2011. It was so much fun, it really was. One of the best days of my life. My sister came all the way from her city down to here just for his graduation. Her boyfriend came along. So we partied and it was awesome and I didnt cry, I restrained myself from it:D

So yeah, just hit vacations, going out every day... I wish this would never end.

P.S: I recently found out something about someone that used to be a very important part of my life... and it wasnt easy... but im coping through.

Not Free, Not Yet.

Apparently, I failed my social studies final, which means that I have to do another exam so I can recover. This sucks. Why? Because it sadly means that I need to keep studying until the 3rd of June. I really, really dislike this subject, specially because my teacher effin hates me. How do I know this? Because there was this one time, it was a tuesday, that I came home from school early because I had a terrible headache, I basically didn't go to her class, she didn't even notice. Anyway, the class was loud, as usual, and out of fucking nowhere, she starts shouting 'at me' "MELISSA, PLEASE SHUT UP!!" (which is very rude, I cant believe she said that) and my friend was like "Um, Miss, she isn't here..." Ok. I'm not going to freak out right now because it happend like a month ago, and I cannot deal with it right nao, but that IS FUCKING CRAZY, MAN. How could a teacher blame someone WHO IS NOT EVEN IN THE CLASSROOM?!?!?

UGH.

Ok. Enough about that.

A lot of things have been happening lately, new experiences, new ways of living, and letting go of old things and embracing new ones.

I cant find my phone. Shit.

TASTE ZE FREEDOM!

Yes. Finally. Exams are over! It was incredibly brutal, I've never studied so much in my entire life, well, I've never actually studied in my entire life, ha ha. So, yesterday was my final "important" exam which was social studies and I think I might ace it, the odds are on my side. That made my parents extremely happy, so we went out for ice cream and I got a really nice ring with my favorite stone:)

On a rather sad note, yesterday evening wasn't so much fun. After I got home from going out with ze parents, I was planning on going out to celebrate our youth with some friends, you know, have some champagne, laugh a little... But no, everything went to shit as soon as 1 friend cancelled, then everything went downhill from there. Finally, like at 9:30 I went to the mall to see an art expo a friend of mine was organizing. We went there, saw the pictures, got some food and went straight to my best friend's house, Ana. We like to call it Casana. HEHE.

When we got there it was really quiet, apparently there was no one home, but then people started arriving and it was really crowded. I didn't like it, so I went home at like 12:30. It was more of a tolerance problem, than anything else... yes. I cant tolerate people like that. It effin' annoying! My mom thinks I should change that, I should be more tolerant when it comes to people. Meh.

So yeah, now it will all be about the party and the blogging. This shall be fun:D