Re-cap.

I've been through a lot in this world, even though im only 15, it doesnt mean i havent been crazy and done stupid things. 

I've made lots and lots of mistakes, and i dont regret a single one of them, cause they made me the girl i am today, and i am content with who i am now.

Anyways, I used to be the underdog of my class. My best friend was the biggest, ugliest bitch/loser in the whole school. Pardon my french. I didnt care, i really didnt. Everyone loved me, and hated me. They loved me because i was funny and weird in a good way. They hated me because i was friends with her. I stabbed her in the back, it was mean, but had to be done. We stopped being friends, so I starting making new ones, she didnt. They all stabbed me in the back. Karma's a bitch. However, its an on/off relationship with them. They all fucked me over, but i dont hate them, i dont feel hate for anything. Except for Miley Cyrus.

I found love, and lost it sadly. He is now happy with another person, and i am truly glad. We remained best friends, spilling dirt on everyone from time to time. I met a few other guys, but they didnt leave an important print on my life, so i dont think its necessary to talk about them. Had another boyfriend recently, wasnt much of a prince charming. Didnt leave a print either, so no more talking about him. At least i know my standards now.

Now a have a solid group of friends, thank God. I needed something to be stable in my life, at least one thing, and now its my friends. I love them all, they're all so different, but so alike at the same time. They are all over 17, i dont like people my age, they have a different way of thinking now a days.

I love music. I love music more than i love my life actually. Its my escape from all the shit in my life(i know its cheesy, fuck you) but its true. There is a genre and a special song for every mood am in. So, if im sad because i feel lonely, i listen to "Vanilla Twilight". If im happy, i listen to "Nothing Else I Can Say". And if I just want to listen to good music, i just listen to Robbie. My other escape is food, and i found out about this recently. I thought it was only movie's thing, but no, food does work! And its delicious. 

A lot of things have happened to me this past month, but people i know will see this, and i dont want to share too much information. Lets leave it at:

I stopped caring about everything, and building things up in my head, so i wont be disappointed. Its a better way of living.

I now know a person that doesnt live in the same continent i do.

My self-esteem is higher than its ever been.

I hate dislike my brother's girlfriend.

Im really confused when it comes to who i like today, but we will come back to that afterwards.

I now have a new best friend.

I hate international affairs.

Thats it for now. 

it was pretty much nonsense. Damn. -M

P.S: This entry is just a re-cap of everything. I will love this.