Rut, Rut, Rutine.

I hate this. This fucking rutine I'm on. Its so, horrible to be trapped in this box and I cant get out, even though I want to! It just makes me angry. The worse part is I feel bad all the time, like, bored and tired. People cannot tell, only a few of my closest friends (thank gosh for them) can see my true colors, so they notice my absence. Its like im doing the same things over and over and over again. Different day, same shit. Its upsetting. Wake up late, cold shower, small breakfast, go to school, lunch, hws-study, use my computer and fall asleep. Its just soooo exhausting (not the events, the rutine). Makes me sad.

RAMMSTEIN.

I finally bought my tickets for Rammstein's concert this December. Im actually really excited to go, my first concert and i absolutely LOVE Rammstein. It makes me happy that i am able to go ask my parents if I can go, 'cause i'm doing good in school, so they're happy all the time.

The marvelous event occurred last friday. It was supposed to happen weeks ago but I didnt have the money. So, it was really exciting when I did. As soon as I got in the car I told my mom we were going straight to the store to go buy them. She was totally cool with it 'cause it wasnt her money. Ha ha. We went there and I almost cried when I touched them. Yes, i am an extremly sensitive person. It was incredibly awesome to know that its gonna happen, like, for real. Its gonna happen and there's nothing you can do about it. I think im gonna cry again.