Dilema

I hate being confused. I hate it soooo f*ucking much. It makes me feel powerless. Unable to work out a solution for a problem... Its not my fault. I'm a teenager, Its kinda my job to have stupid, yet very important, problems. My friends dont get it, and I dont blame them, they cannot enter my head and get seats at the back of my eyes to see what goes on.

Ugh.

Everything went to shit. All of it. It makes me feel really bad, because it is partially my fault. I get my hopes up and then, when something bad happens, I get drepressed. Its lame, but it happens to me all the time.

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