Fun.

It's been a dificult week. School is getting on my nerves, all of my teachers are really pissin' me off. My friends are kinda cool now. My family is being really supportive, and that makes me happy. I've decided that I should make more decisions for myself, I need to be more independent, I want to be more independent. My new english teacher told me so. Miss D. I love her. She is a SexEd teacher as well. Makes me love her even more. Classmates are less annoying now, for some reason. Im not even going to question it. Im lovin' it.

Carnivals are going down. So yeah, every one's happy the carnivals are here but not that excited after all this years. There's been times were I was too excited for carnivals, yes, it was a happy glorious time for us here in my little piece of heaven. I dont know what happened. In '09, I remember I was super excited to go out in the streets and party. Throw cold water at people, food, or little bags full of pee. But this year, its different. This carnivals seem so dull and boring. They dont even attract my atention anymore, and I am easily amused. Even the carnivals at my school are looking kind of colorless. I dont mind. Im much better feeling this way:)