Im kinda bummed out about something, about a lot of things actually. Time is going by so fast its not even funny. That really scares me, it always has. Its 2011, this means I turn 17 this year, that means im going to be a junior, and that means that next year im going to turn 18, and a senior. Oh shit. Im too old for this. I only turned 16 a couple of months ago, yet, i still cant process it. I stuck in 13. I kinda always have been 13, ever since i turned 13. My interests remain the same, except now I really, really like boys, stupid as it sounds, its true. Im more mature on other aspects, when it comes to taking or giving advice, when it comes to school (not all the time), relationships, among other things.
Speaking of being more mature, I kinda have to learn how to let go. I still dont know how to do it, i mean, i think i can, but it takes me a hell of a long time and thats not the point of letting go. And i do need to let go, of a lot of things. Friends, for example, friends that are no good to me. Mostly people who keep on letting me down, 'cause I just cant stand it anymore. I have to changed that, and fullfil my new year's reasolutions, thats going to be fun, because i dont have any!!! I might write some down later, i dont know yet.
Dramatically changing the subject, school is sucking ass right now. My friends are being a pain in the ass and there is not one person that doesnt get on my nerves. Except for Frias. I love her so much, eventhough i pick on her way too much, i couldnt live a day without her.
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