Not Free, Not Yet.

Apparently, I failed my social studies final, which means that I have to do another exam so I can recover. This sucks. Why? Because it sadly means that I need to keep studying until the 3rd of June. I really, really dislike this subject, specially because my teacher effin hates me. How do I know this? Because there was this one time, it was a tuesday, that I came home from school early because I had a terrible headache, I basically didn't go to her class, she didn't even notice. Anyway, the class was loud, as usual, and out of fucking nowhere, she starts shouting 'at me' "MELISSA, PLEASE SHUT UP!!" (which is very rude, I cant believe she said that) and my friend was like "Um, Miss, she isn't here..." Ok. I'm not going to freak out right now because it happend like a month ago, and I cannot deal with it right nao, but that IS FUCKING CRAZY, MAN. How could a teacher blame someone WHO IS NOT EVEN IN THE CLASSROOM?!?!?

UGH.

Ok. Enough about that.

A lot of things have been happening lately, new experiences, new ways of living, and letting go of old things and embracing new ones.

I cant find my phone. Shit.

TASTE ZE FREEDOM!

Yes. Finally. Exams are over! It was incredibly brutal, I've never studied so much in my entire life, well, I've never actually studied in my entire life, ha ha. So, yesterday was my final "important" exam which was social studies and I think I might ace it, the odds are on my side. That made my parents extremely happy, so we went out for ice cream and I got a really nice ring with my favorite stone:)

On a rather sad note, yesterday evening wasn't so much fun. After I got home from going out with ze parents, I was planning on going out to celebrate our youth with some friends, you know, have some champagne, laugh a little... But no, everything went to shit as soon as 1 friend cancelled, then everything went downhill from there. Finally, like at 9:30 I went to the mall to see an art expo a friend of mine was organizing. We went there, saw the pictures, got some food and went straight to my best friend's house, Ana. We like to call it Casana. HEHE.

When we got there it was really quiet, apparently there was no one home, but then people started arriving and it was really crowded. I didn't like it, so I went home at like 12:30. It was more of a tolerance problem, than anything else... yes. I cant tolerate people like that. It effin' annoying! My mom thinks I should change that, I should be more tolerant when it comes to people. Meh.

So yeah, now it will all be about the party and the blogging. This shall be fun:D

Procrastinating.

Oh gosh, here we go again. Yes, I found myself sitting in my room, with my book open, ready to study finals and I cant concentrate. I hate it when this happens, specially when Im in finals.
Dammit. What shall I do?

Bak Tuh Laif.

So I’m back from the school trip, and it was truly amazing, we had a blast!!1! We cried, we laughed, we got sun-burned and it was all worth it. We got to get to know our classmates in a more intense way, like, seeing all of them crying and hearing about their problems, it was really impressive how people can go through so many things at home and still be incredibly happy when they go to school. We saw different sides of people there, and people got to see different sides of us too. It was liberating too, the way we could say anything and still in some way, trust people with what we said. I’m glad I went, because now I know more than I knew before, about life, friends and family. Its all so much better now.


I forgot to post this on Wednesday. Sorry.

New Eyes.

So I’m back from the school trip, and it was truly amazing, we had a blast!!1! We cried, we laughed, we got sun-burned and it was all worth it. We got to get to know our classmates in a more intense way, like, seeing all of them crying and hearing about their problems, it was really impressive how people can go through so many things at home and still be incredibly happy when they go to school. We saw different sides of people there, and people got to see different sides of us too. It was liberating too, the way we could say anything and still in some way, trust people with what we said. I’m glad I went, because now I know more than I knew before, about life, friends and family. Its all so much better now. 

This Is Just The Beginning.

My chemestry final was today, at 10:30 AM at school. Unfortunately, I did not know of this, so I woke up at 6, to get to school at 7. Sucks, I know. When I got to school there was no one there, only a couple of sixth graders laying on the floor sleeping. I didnt waste any time so I started studying, until it was time for my exam. I was super scared but then I talked to J.J. and he totally calmed me down:)
The examn on itself was easy, 55 multiple-choice questions and about 13 regular ones. It was kind of difficult, I mean, there were some questions that made me go "WTF?!?" but I tried no to panick and improvised.

 The exam was supposed to last 2 whole hours, but I finished it in the first, so I took a nap. Hehe. After that, my mom picked me up and went shopping for some shirts I need for tomorrow. By the way, tomorrow our grade has this, um... "trip" were we get together and do activites just to reunite. Fun.

My bags are ready and my clothes are off, Im ready to go to sleep after this post.
G'night.

Just Another Sunday. Oh, Right. It's Mothers Day.

Today I woke up with a strange feeling, that kind of feeling that makes you wanna cry but tears dont fall from your eyes? Yes, that one. I got choked up on thoughts and had to stand up and go to the bathroom, wash my face just to calm down. I dont know where it came from, it had certainly nothing to do with what I dreamt about it. Im still trying to figure it out and its already been 1 hour since I woke up. Took a shower, had family breakfast, and sat down to think.

Man... I still cant figure it out.

I'm going to stop worrying. Maybe it'll pass.

Mom was happy today. She woke up to a brand new fridge in her kitchen, she's been wating it for a couple of moths now, so my dad and I went to the store and got it for her as a mother's day present. She almost fainted with happiness:)

Anyways, my chemestry final is tomorrow, so I got to get back to studying. This sucks...

Fuck, I Never Actually Learned this Shit!

Finals just started and Im a little bit worried about how things are going to be with the whole International bla, bla, bla. Im actually more scared than preocupied. Yes. Scared. Interesting, huh? Its just that the whole school year has been so easy (partying, partying, YEAH!) and now after all those months of doing absolutely nothing in every single class, they tell us to learn all this shit out of nowhere that we know nothing about for 3, two-hour, exams for each subject. MOTHER BITCH.

On a happy note, now that I've created tumblr and u2b for List of Fictional Astronauts I've got to put up things in so many pages its crazy! Im so excited about it, nonetheless. Its going to entertain me and give me more things to do in vacations I guess. Ballet, gym, french, summer classes, tutoring in the morning and afternoon, and then teh interwebz until dawn. AWESOME!!!!1!!1!!

List of Fictional Astronauts.

YES. This will be the name of my new youtube account, tumblr, dailybooth and a couple of other nonschense. Its me and my best friend's page just for fun:D

We're planning on posting videos, pictures and stuff and IT WILL BE AMAZING.